This marks my third deployment in the military and i can safely say that this time i might not come back the same. I am angry all the time while i am here. I am so close to just giving all this up just so i don't go crazy. I am stuck in the butt hole of the earth and i don't have my bags, don't have my running shoes. The PX has nothing help us out and they expect us to my highly motivated. They expect us not to go on a killing spree. This is crazy. The liberal SOB's in Washington and in the world rather report on a bitch that killed her kid and got away with it, then to report on the welfare of the soldiers. They are so fucking quick to say thank you for serving, thank you for keeping our country safe. Muthfucka's, we haven't been in the country. We have been keeping Iraq safe. We have lost so many lives because they don't want us to take out the ones that even look like they want to harm us. Here is some food for thought, you think they would do the same thing to us. They would detain us and then as the red queen would say from alice in wonderland, "off with there heads." Then the people in the company, oh my God, they act high and mighty and then in the end they are just pawns in the system. If i don't get out of the company i will lose my fucking mind.